Evil and Idolatrous

A person sits in the middle.
Oil is poured.
Each of us places a hand on him
or her
and we pray.

My breath catches every time.
How is God going to move?
Is He going to move?
What will I do if He moves?

I'm scared,
scared of God,
Scared He might confront me with his existance
in a way it might take me weeks to explain away again.
and sorta hoping he will.

Evil and idolatrous, I seek after a sign
or at least wish for one
so I can doubt it
or explain it away

5/11/04